I keep having dreams

bridge over flooded waters

Roads that were wet, but not icy.  Air that was cold but not freezing.  Skies that were blue under veiled sunshine.  And wind that just wasn’t there.  So I went out.  Which was and is good.  Especially because I need to get more miles in.  And I did; I broke the two hour barrier, and I even went up the odd hill.  All good right?

Cycling time: 2:02
Distance: 30.1 miles
Avg: 14.7 mph
ODO: 7560.1 miles

But there’s a problem lurking in there.  I need to get more miles in.  I ought to ride my bike.  If I don’t, I feel guilty.  Would someone like to explain where the love is there?  Maybe it’s missing because it’s taking me a while to make my way back?  Maybe it’s the lack of a big foreign goal to motivate me?  Maybe it’s just winter, and it’s the same roads and the same views and it’s all a bit same old same old?

I just want to enjoy riding my bike.  Which I will probably do more as it gets easier and it won’t get easier unless I do more of it.  How very circular.  Just like my routes.  So it’s got to be done.  Well, it’s either that or stop doing it at all.  And there are things I do want to do.  My sportive calendar is filling up.  In six weeks I’m off on my Wheels in Wheels training camp.  And OK, so I haven’t found that big thing yet, but it could still happen…?  So I guess I’ll keep getting out there, putting the miles in, one ride at time.  Next week I’ll even start going up hills.  Hopefully I’ll get there 🙂

Levels ahead